Tuesday, November 06, 2007
Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah alhamdulillah. All praise are only for Allah, for only Allah is worthy of praise.
Alhamdulillah for this vastness, this submission, this
redha, this non-
complicatedness =p. How else can KR describe it, He understands what's portrayed and not portrayed
inshaAllah.
KR has just finished her first exam for this semester-Scientific Principle and Surgical Practice. One huge paper over and done with,
inshaAllah. It was okay, except for question 2 where it asked for
histo-
patho description for patchy mixed
radioopacity-
radiolucency. KR knew it well, it could not be the malignant
osteogenic sarcoma because
osteogenic sarcoma has the characteristic
sunray-spicules appearance, plus the patient presents fit and healthy despite the ripe 72 years of age. Can never be a malignancy can it? But, rather than giving a half-paged answer KR decided to give it a go with 3 differential diagnoses, which only
fibro-
osseous lesion would be acceptable, KR reckons. Sigh sigh,
nevermind, putting hope on the other 3 answers
inshaAllah.
The day after tomorrow would be Removable Partial Dentures design practical exam and...wire bending!!!!!!!!!!!! Better finish with
RPD revision and devote herself to wire bending exercise for the next 2 days to come. Oh hold on, KR only has one day and half to go =p. Determined to practice till she can do the 90degree angle and smooth semi-rounded
angulation for I-bar clasp without a hitch ^_^ Go go!
And now, she's at level 7 of Med faculty, invading the one and only opened
PBL room, what else but to accompany miss
eTiga studying for her next killer paper tomorrow morning. KR herself is mentally fatigued after the 3hrs written essay this morning, thus the excuse of doing this =p. Oh and the brain did suck up a gross amount of glucose when it was working hard. Next time
dont forget to smuggle a handful of lollies into exam hall
aite.
And yes,
bedford is
tenang enough for KR to focus.
Alhamdulillah =)
And in these past few days KR has been reflecting on these ayah about how Allah mentions over and over again in the
Quran, about the
nikmat of eyesight, hearing and the heart/soul (
sam'awal absara wal af idah). There's one in
surat al Mulk as well.
The fact that Allah mentions the heart as one of the
nikmat that mankind should be really really really thankful about is conspicuous enough for KR. The heart! Imagine having the eyes and ears and being able to enjoy all the splendor of this world, the perfect blueness of the sky, the turquoise yet blue yet sometimes green
borderless ocean, the indescribable beauty of the created human beings, the glowing stars standing out from the blackness of the night sky,
ahh pardon my limited ability to describe these beautiful creations of Allah. Imagine looking at all these, and imagine looking at them without a heart. Imagine how meaningless these are without the role of the heart playing with the feelings, allowing the serenity to slowly creep, or the helplessness upon realising the enormity of the world and the ever Most Enormous Creator when human beings cannot help but to fall back and submit in humbleness to Him.
Imagine living in this world without the heart. Imagine having all these friends around you, and you're satisfied with them helping you with this and that and you pay back by giving a hand here and there, but you have no heart to love them. And you have no heart to secretly smile with love for them when they turn around because you know they're not looking.
And imagine having everything this world could offer, being the most beautiful person under the sun, having the most money, having the smartest brain, and working the job you desire the most (like drilling people teeth day in day out? =p) but not having a heart to feel for the love and life around you. How bland..how tasteless
Because He knows the most, because He loves us, because he wants us to have the juicy bit of this life that He granted this most unbelievable gift of heart to us. KR has no better way to put it.
Afala tasykurun?
Afala tasykurun. Verily human are thankful not but a little.
~~*posted on*~~ Tuesday, November 06, 2007
