Monday, November 24, 2008
Nak dengar tak cerita meruntun hati dan jiwa?
Sheikh Yasin bin Yusuf Al Markisi menceritakan kepada kita tentang kisah Imam Nawawi Rahimahullah ketika kecilnya. " Aku melihat beliau ketika masih berumur 10 tahun di Nawa. Para anak kecil tidak mahu bermain dengannya lantas ia pun berlari dari mereka seraya menangis, kemudia ia MEMBACA AL QURAN. Maka tertanamlah dalam hatiku rasa cinta kepadanya"
Who wouldnt fall in love to such a boy?
Baru-baru ini juga ada kisah kitty bermuka dua dilahirkan di Perth (ke Adelaide tak ingat la pulak). One of her mouths (geez sounds weird) had cleft palate, so she could only suckle from the other. Both mouths however, meow simultaneously when she moew-ed. Sangat sedih sekali!! They could not predict her prognosis, as they never have seen such a case before. Yesterday's news reported the death of the poor kitty. Satu lagi kisah meruntun jiwa.
Kenapa cerita kisah meruntun jiwa? Mungkin sebab tengah rasa melankoli, dan rasanya kisah-kisah begini dapat mendidik hati untuk jadi lembut sedikit ^_^. I always cair to cats and kitties =(
Anyways saya dah habis exam yang paling dreaded tu. ('The exams which I dreaded the most' sounds more like it. Masalahnya bila campur2 bahasa ni). Alhamdulillah, at least I can keep the adrenaline at the safe level for a few weeks before results come out, and God knows what's going to happen next. Talking about hormone, stressful exam period have been a very difficult time for me. I guess I have adrenal crisis- lack of indogenous corticosteroid hehehe
Last exam this morning was viva voce (
pronounced vee-vah voh-chee). Palpitation started last night, 12 hours before the exam time. I guess my heart got too tired to 'do palpitation' after so many hours, that this morning i was able to be a bit more relaxed. Alhamdulillah. Banyak sangat baca Al Insyirah plus doa nabi Musa. Plus tengok langit yang agung and thought "this exam is nothing compared to so many things in the world that are way more important". Alhamdulillah that He guided me to console and motivate myself. I wouldnt be able to utter a word if I was nervous. It happened before.
Was a bit relieved when Renato told me Grubor was in my exam room. We didnt know who was the second examiner though, then Arun came by. I nearly fainted and alarmed code blue. Exeggerated. Thank Allah he left 10 seconds after that.
First slide that came up was my not-so-favourite since I didnt quite get what he said in the lecture. Yes it was a slide from our lecture notes. Most of them are familiar ones, all praises to Allah! As expected he asked about the infection and pattern of infection spread! I thought it could be something in the maxillary antrum, but then it was a canine space infection. I thought it was going to spread to pterygomandibular space and buccal space, apparently what more important was it could spread via cavernous sinus to the brain! Nampaknya 1st slide was all rubbish blabber.
Next ones ok lah sikit kot, eventhough they asked weird unexpected questions like what does HPV do to the tissue (
I dont know, they do something, but I guess they they do something to the keratinocytes and make them produce more keratin, thus making the lesion white). Alhamdulillah for the next Q Allah bagi ilham to list down complications of extracting upper molar that's close to the antrum- dislodgement into the antrum and oro-antral communication; which I didnt study. But that lead to the question of how to clinically assess oro-antral communication. Tettttt (bunyi buzzer). Alhamdulillahi taala. I actually been tutor-ed about it once during the surgery session (huh kalau escape surgery time tu, kan dah tak dpt ilmu. tak pernah escape pon). "we can have a look intraorally and can see the communication" "if you cant see it?".I got excited and was about to regurgitate what I learnt during surgery, only to realise that my memory isnt a remarkable one. (
err I have a vague memory of getting the patient to pinch his nose, and there's something about breathing). Surely wasnt a H1 answer.
Oh one more one more. When Grubor was busy trying to select an OPG to question me, he actually mumbled about not knowing which one to choose. I went "can i choose?". "OK go on and pick your favorite". ALAMAK. Kalau dapat yang susah memang digging my own grave lah. "quick. dont waste our time". Oh takut sungguh! Alhamdulillah it was OK. No i dont have a grave site yet
Alhamdulillahi taala. Scariest exams are over for the time being. Now faiza faraghta fansab! Excited!!
~~*posted on*~~ Monday, November 24, 2008
