Thursday, November 12, 2009
Snippets a-la Che Det. Random thoughts.
I suddenly miss the warm feeling of being at home and suddenly ayah turns up with gazillions of catches from the market, more than what we are able to finish. "catch of the day" i would say in my head; this would mean big hearty happy family lunch!
I am missing Dental School already ^_^ oh. Dont think it would be easy to just leave when it has became the place you totally devote your emotion, frustrations, ups, downs, excitement, new discoveries, new knowledge acquired, place that have moulded me into a different person in a time frame of 5years.
When it felt like I never again would put myself through this hell of constant pressure of 5years, I'm now contemplating the option of doing Post-Grad studies. Geek.
Etched in my head, and now it's a laughing matter, the way I stormed into Greg's office and regurgitated my euphoria of having it done and over with (well, FOR NOW)with the biggest ugliest grin on my face before asking him whether he can help me with my patient's splint. He did everything for me and I didnt even have to smooth the edges coz according to him, it's not our job now! I was speechless.
I still have disturbed sleep and keep thinking through what i have said in my exams and how I could have said it better. Really regretted saying the cemento-osseous dysplasia though, eventhough it sounded smart and cool, it was highly unlikely because it looked benign, what with the corticated bone formed nicely around it. argggh
I'm still going to clinic to finish up my endo guy who turned up late during my exam when I reminded him to 'be here at least 10 to' just the day before. Memang nak kena. Arggh and cant forget his dumbfounded face when I started babbling about Ibuprofen and Paracetamol when never before in my life those words were used to a patient. What do you expect when an examiner, arms crossed over chest staring straight at you waiting to see what are you going to say to a patient having symptoms after an endo.
I think it's the biggest nikmat Allah had ever granted me, this what i feel after having 'it' concluded. Indeed, with difficulty there's a relief. Believed the words when it was hard, believing it more when it's happening now. Can't put it in words how I feel His love now. Cant thank Him sufficiently enough. It would NEVER EVER (nevah evah hehe) be enough!!
~~*posted on*~~ Thursday, November 12, 2009
